tisdag 12 oktober 2010

12th Oct, 2010

Travelled with some friends and my new boyfriend to the United States for some conference or something. I attended mine first so I got to leave earlier with my friends. He was supposed to join me after a while. He phoned my friend instead to say that he had decided to stay on illegally in the States. My friend was pissed and tried to hide the news from me but I eventually found out. Funny enough, I was completely nonchalant about the whole thing.

I woke up feeling okay.

I suppose this must be a dream manifestation of my constant battle with my inability to trust men at the moment. I have met many new people recently but I have a nonchalant attitide that many consider a bit too self destructive.

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