13. nov. 2010

Strange dream. I was on a bus to visit my friend because I was not feeling okay and needed to talk. On the bus, I kept seeing her at the opposite end but I was not sure it was her so we just kept staring at ourselves. Got off the bus and suddenly my real friend is there. She says she will not have time to talk and she is sorry, but she needs to sleep cos she has to wake up early the next day, or something like that. I got very sad and disappointed and started walking home. It was dark and I was a bit afraid. I was walking on a sort of bridge, very reminiscint of a bridge that was nearby my former residence. There, there were guys in suits chasing each other. Some sort of "bachelors night" kind of guys. They did not seem dangerous, but at the last minute, I got scared and decided not to walk down the dark part. All of a sudden, I am in my apartment. I decide to take a shower cos I feel sad. Then, some Mongolian guy appears. I don't know how I know he is Mongolian but somehow, I do. He asks me how I am and I ask him if he can help me fix my curtains. He fixes my curtains and all of a sudden, I realize that he likes me. I remember all the small talks we have on the corridors and when I see him here and there. I ask him to stay. He says he is busy but he will come back later. I feel better knowing he will come back. I decide to take a shower. It feels like I am living in a hostel or something. Somebody had poured water in my perfume. I tell a girl that the perfume was from my mother. The girl is somenone I knew when I was in boarding house in Nigeria. She was not even a friend. She was a sister of a girl that used to come to my room often. Weird. Anyway, I talk to her a bit and we talk about people sabotaging our stuff, etc.

I have no idea where the scenes started or ended. I woke up feeling normal. No panic or anything.

Gosh! I know what this is all about! Yesterday, during the day, I phoned two of my friends cos I needed to talk and none of them answered their phones. I was a bit sad and I think I called back twice or so but still, they never took my calls. They both called back later in the day, at night. But then, I was already sleeping. I heard the phone ringing and probably thought it would be one of them, but I decided that I will not take the call. Some sort of revenge, for them not answering my calls. However, the friend that appeared in my dream is my closest friend and I had not called her yesterday, so its weird that she should be the one in it. As for that bridge, I had some pretty rough times when I lived near it so that could just be a symbol for what I am going through now. The men in coats, I have no idea. I hate all men at the moment and I am always afraid in the dark. End of analysis.